When someone tells me they are happy, my ass begins to twitch.

is your bed made?  is your sweater on?  do you want to fuck?  can you stay up to see the dawn?  are our parents actually buddhists?  is the pool below me the bluest?  is the tv on?  how many times they’ve claimed that they know you?  how many nations think that they own you? how many simple minds think the same sun don’t shine on their sunglasses now? how am i supposed to pretend i never want to see you again?  do you think you can go til the 18th hole or will you flip-flop the day of the championship?  and if i wait could i ever forgive myself?  gods’ loves die young, is he ready to go?  i want to know, does it bother you?  gods’ loves die young, are you ready to go?  you know, the one at w. 103rd and broadway?  and why not?  should she have averted her eyes and just stared at the laminated poster of the dome of the rock?  but if i wait for a holiday, could it stop my fears?  who gives a fuck about an oxford comma?  why would you lie about how much coal you have?  why would you lie about something dumb like that?  why would you lie about anything at all?  why would you tape my conversations?  what you on about?  but if i’d forgotten, could you tell?  want a little grace but who’s going to say a little grace for me?  but what holy water contains a little drop, little drop for me?  is this the fate that half of the world has planned for me?  want a little light but who’s going to save a little light for me?  walcott, don’t you know that it’s insane?  don’t you want to get out of cape cod, out of cape cod tonight?  don’t you know that your life could be lost out of cape cod tonight?  why are the horses racing taxis in the winter?  won’t we see you once again?  who will guide us through the end?  but who could ever live that way?  so why love anything?  

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make me choose
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